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I had a wonderful revelation last night, that for a year or two I have been not believing a higher power could be more reliable than myself. This was all driven by fear, mostly subconscious fear, and after a series of self-imposed remedies to life just being life, I have found myself, even more powerless than before. Trying to find some sanity in it all, I had realized I did not have the power I so strongly argued I am capable of having. This of course lead to the question of, how do I go forward? Even though I have a working knowledge of how to apply steps in my life, go to meetings, and still am on the right side of recovery attitude wise, it was very humbling to re-learn or re-feel that life is not about being selfish anymore, whether I know I am or not, life when I give my will and live over to a higher power becomes a reality my mind sometimes cannot become negative over.
Anyone relate?
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My day...today...misplaced my debit card...didn't realize it until I got to the register after shopping to a full cart. Used a different debit card and pulled apart everything looking for missing debit card before I left parking lot. Got home, dropped keys. So now I have a missing debit card, missing keys. A full cartload to unload and put away. I got everything put away.Dumped purse for a...
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check out that smoke ring. It tasted really good. I smothered it with Maulls BBQ sauce which is Local to St. Louis and one of the best I ever had.....

This passage has been very helpful in understanding my relationship with my HP and His role in my life. My HP gives me free-will, but also offer guidance and direction in my life. Much as a good parent who raises children to be self-reliant and able to face the world. My parents offered guidance, support, discipline, encouragement and above all, love, as I entered the "real" world. My HP offers the same, should I accept His presence in my life.
God Bless
I put my trust in my Higher Power to find me a better job on the day that I quit. I had decided I no longer wanted to listen to a boss who got enjoyment from belittling me in front of my coworkers. I didn't have to wait long. I was offered a better job with higher pay and an opportunity to do some traveling and I enjoyed it immensely!
Now I am self employed and my Higher Power always keeps me busy with orders. I am so happy!
God Bless!