You are not alone in this. Try to find a place where you can talk it out. And keep on coming here

1is2many

I totally understand the loneliness and unsupportive family, that is why I am here also. You came to the right place. What has helped me through the last few days is to force myself to stay busy, I mean it, I have seriously had to give myself pep talks when I felt loneliness come on. Movies, crocheting, going for walks, coming on here, cooking, ANYTHING to get through the rough hours.

Message me any time.

Well done on reaching out! I found face to face support invaluable. My route is Alcoholics Anonymous but there are also other avenues of face to face support. Most importantly do not feel alone - there are millions of us all over the planet with alcohol problems or alcoholism. Find a route to sobriety that will help you, being helped by alcoholics who have recovered is amazingly powerful as long as the desire to do what is required is within you.

Looks like you are a recovering meth addict. My drug of choice were opiates, primarily vicodin but I started drinking when I could no longer find pills.
You do need alot of support and I found my support in the fellowship of Alcoholics anonymous. I almost died once from an overdose but I am alive today by the grace of God and the 12 steps of AA and I have never been happier.

God Bless!

Come here as often as you can. You will always find support.
You need to find new ways to deal with being lonely.
Go out where there are people. The mall. A library. A park.
A Church.
Take a class. Join a club.
Once you start thinking about it, there are plenty of options.
Best of luck to you on your journey.

Ah thanks for pointing that out Bob, there are addiction support groups here on DS too and there is NA as well.

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