I had a easy time not drinking last night. Despite what was a pleasant dinner and then turned not so pleasant when my husband snapped over the way I packed the leftovers. SO petty. I cam home and was so happy to see my son who came home after a week at school. He missed me. I was happy to see him. Then my husband when to the store and came back with booze. I said I didn't want any. My son looked at me strange. Then my husband proceeded to pour cocktail after cocktail for him and my son. It occurred to me that I might be a lush because this man LOVES to get people drunk. Always has. It's a game to him. I thought to myself maybe my son is safer at college then at home.
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