I am posting this for someone else who accidently deleted it.  How I was able to find it in cyberspace and repost is yet, another miracle in this person's life!  I wish her a speedy recovery.

Since I last posted here I still struggled with perodically "letting my world down" with social drinking. I was under an enormous amount of presure and feeling alone.On Dec 20th 2019 I went to the dentist, stopped for lunch and whileI was waiting I had a couple of beers. From there on it is blury. It was blury due to the alcohol and other stops like the winery and the crash that happened after that. I was induced with alot of amnesea type drugs to keep my brain from shutting down due to my 10 crushed ribs, 8 vertebre in my back, two on my neck and a spinal cord injury. I underwent 2 huge surgurys, one  to fuse my back and the other to get my arms working again from the spinal cord injury. God is so good and angels had me that day. I appently missed a corner going to fast, barely missing the woman in the oncoming car who ultimatley called her husband who was an ENT and told him she didnt think I made the corner. He immediatly came to look for me but in his car he couldnt see me. I flew through many trees and barely by inches missed two huge trees by going inbetween them. I flew over someones driveway then my car nose dived in a hole and I was thrown from my car out the sunroof. I was ripped from my seatbelt. The man accually got out of his car and walked aroud and found my lifelss body in  a huge hole. He thought I was dead till he heard my soft cries for help. I was taken to help. God and angels carried me through this there is no other explanation. I am and will make a 100%  recovery with lot's of physcial therapy and help from my amazing family and friends. I now realized how much stress and pressure I was under. I have now changed everything in my life to slow down and thats it ok to ask for help. I am a changed woman I also realized that I was using alcohol to ease stress even not everyday but when I was feeling under life I turned to it instead of knowing I had people to help. I just didnt know how to ask. I want everyone to know that alcohol and issues dont mix and Im a lucky blessed woman and nothing will ever get me to that place again. God is good :)