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Drawing near to God

TailorSailor
TailorSailor

When we draw near to him, he discloses himself to us.  


Today I woke up, and automatically was overwhelmed by anxiety, and resentment, that I had too much to do, and not enough time to do it.  Then I started to meditate, leading with, "God what do I have to do today" and a calm came over me in where I could see clearly, God has not one demand of me today.  


I then was able to spiritually accept that existence is much greater than 24 hours in a day, and that I have such a loving God disclosing himself to me, I could do nothing at all today, and he would still accept and love me unconditionally.  


I have an ego, that only uses conditions, to declare if I am worthy of love or not.  That is the problem.  I have an ego, that thinks it makes a good God or decision maker, and Thank God, for the creation of AA, because the 11th step quieted the ego, and now I know a deeper truth that I don't have to pressure, over-work, or do anything but have a relationship with God in where he provides ALL THE ANSWERS, IF I DRAW NEAR TO HIM AND ASK FOR HIS HELP.  


Very simple, yet even more so powerful.  

Community Leaderbobinmaine
bobinmaine
I can identify. I have an ego that tries to keep me in fear to keep me separate from the Love of God but through prayer and meditation, I have learned to let go of my ego.

God Bless
RickR
RickR
Very glad to hear that God is speaking to you. He wants to set you free from negative thoughts and behaviors. Know His truth and the truth shall set you free. Focus in on God's Word; the truth. You know he loves you and wants the best for you. Hope that the God you serve is Jesus, and praying for people that know your situation will comfort and help you.
hayleylh707
hayleylh707
I love this. I know that many times the anxiety and fear can really take over, so it is important to remember that God is always there. I will try to remember to go into quiet, like you mentioned, and ask God what he would like me to do. I know He has always answered my prayers. Thank you.
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