Welcome back
Glad you came bk
Seen you before here

Thanks for asking. It's been a bit of a rut since the Coronavirus began. My meeting routine stopped, work completely changed, and of course being controlled while having alcoholism made me work extra hard at maintaining spirituality, but like another alcoholic told me yesterday, I can either stay defiant or accept the change.

I do have a sponsee that I've been working with that has been taking his recovery very seriously. I think that has been keeping me sober the most.

If I had to summarize, the resentment of my manageable routine being denied by the fear driven response to the coronavirus has made life challenging, but I used the opportunity to do some soul searching and I found that some of the things I did in that routine were very much ego driven and might have lead to a drink years down the line.

For instance, in my relationships category I was able to meditate and write enough with God's guidance that I saw I have a grandiosity character defect that sucks others into sort of a fantasy world in where I place demands upon them that they never ask for, which I saw is a very subtle and dangerous form of selfishness that I think I see as needing to be removed and replace with more love and consideration.

I also took the advice and suggestion that I write too much and confuse people sometimes when I do so I'll stop there, but thanks for asking tim.

Good deal timo. I remember when you got started on the journey. Keeeeeeep Goooooing!,

Let's all keep going, I envision all of us being %100 free from alcohol addiction. The day we think about alcohol will come

People like you show me that we can do it and stick with it, I am 94 days sober today and taking it day by day........:)