Alcoholism Support Group
Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.
Being drunk every day it now seems to me like I am going through life on auto-pilot. At lest between the hours of 3pm and bedtime.
Two of my daughters had their birthdays this week and although I remember a lot of things, there are a lot I don't. I was looking through the pictures today and although I took the pictures, a few of them I don't remember taking. Then I was watching some of the video and half of the things I said were hard to make out because I was slurring slightly. Sad really. My daughters don't know any better and my wife has I guess just decided it's the way I am because her and I get along better than we ever have.
It just sucks to sit back and think that I am missing a lot of important moments in my life, even though I am there.
Two of my daughters had their birthdays this week and although I remember a lot of things, there are a lot I don't. I was looking through the pictures today and although I took the pictures, a few of them I don't remember taking. Then I was watching some of the video and half of the things I said were hard to make out because I was slurring slightly. Sad really. My daughters don't know any better and my wife has I guess just decided it's the way I am because her and I get along better than we ever have.
It just sucks to sit back and think that I am missing a lot of important moments in my life, even though I am there.
Autopilot sux dude! I was on autopilot for years. You think you're "functioning" but once you get a little sober time, you will realize that you weren't functioning at all. You're barely existing is all and who the hell wants that?
There's help but ya gotta want it and ya gotta want it bad..hope you get there....