When do I know it's ok to start a family. My husband and I really want to start a family but I am scared I will return to my drinking at some point in the pregnancy. So do I wait until I find a magic moment in my recovery where I feel it would ok to get pregnant or do I go ahead and get pregnant and pray that God helps me through those difficult times and staying sober.
Today I am 45 days sober. Not sure if I can stay sober for 9 months with a baby inside me. I know I need to trust myself and pray for help.
Thanks for listening.
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