i must say I feel better. I work better, I sleep better. Today I have a tape in my brain that says life IS better sober. It took quite a bit of work on who a I was. I was a cheat a liar and a thief. So I HAD to drink to forget. Today I admit... Yes I’m an alcoholic. Booze is very different when I drink. I know that it’s the first one. I know it’s the thinking, jealousy, and guilt that will knock me out. I try to help another alcoholic.
Quite honestly I would be dead or if not dead, mind dead by now if I didn’t make a commitment to not drink one day at a time. Life is waiting, C’mon!
Mom's medical report from the home care is not correct. They have her down again with dementia without personality disorder and heart issues. She has neither!!!!!! For the past 3 years she has had every heart test there is and nothing abnormal has been found. She does have narcolepsy and ptsd!!! If she was 40 years younger, that is what the report might say but because of "her age" they...
Thinking about what brings me here... Again... or should I say yet? Sex on the brain... it is because I have an incredible ache ... to be touched, kissed , desired. I want to share that with someone as well as every last secret and desire we both do have. I have come to realize just how incredible that is to share with another human being. I am also fortunate to have come across one or two...