I had several panic attacks just having to go to my doctors. Because I have to use state transportation, I worry if I will miss will they pick me up on time, and no it was dark, and I forgot I made a pharmacy run after since I knew I had to pick up meds. Not knowing how long the doc would keep me, or how LONG that dern driver moron btw took to come get me, an hour and a half later, I didn't want to go to the pharmacy I was starving afraid, to walk in this neighborhood at night, and pissed because he would not  take me hoem you have to call in logisticare, we have prosedures, I said well I didnt know you were gonna take all night, its dark im half blind, and mentally and phisically ill, your gonna drop me off in the middle of a busy highway? So I got out. I practically ran into someone on the way home, I was blessed the moon was so full it brought me some light till I hurried home. I colapsed in bed. I called them and red them the riot act the next day.