cynthiadean

About Me

Hope you all like my new profile pic, got fed up looking at me at 18. I live with my partner of nine years, who is very understanding of my problems. My first husband died ten years ago, who I had three children with, a son who is 20 and is in the Royal Air Force, I miss him alot, but he loves the job and its nice when he comes home. I have twin daughters who are 18 and both go to college, we have two lovely dogs called cookie and cocoa. I have been self harming now for about four years. I have been getting treatment for about three and half years, I am on three lots of tablets, which I think I need reviewing because their dont seem to be helping me any more, my depression as come back, I hate going out of the house, I have not been anywhere without my partner for over two years. I think every day abouy harming, I have cut my self with razors on my chest and stomach three times, and cut my hair once in the last three weeks, I used to get relief after harming but I my not getting that any more.