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i am feeling me again better than me i feel new i dont have to worrie about y ed any more my jobs done im not a mother any more and im ok with that. im still a wife daughter nice aunti boy im blessed...

richard and me decided to take our caravan away for a 3 day break,we hitched up and off we went some will know my ed lives 5 mins away from us and i have to go past her flat when i go out.well we...

i had a lovely day out and a lunch i went to the garden centre and brought 2 rose bushes, one for my dad who died 4 yrs ago and one for ed.i planted them in a quiet corner of my garden it will eb...

went to the hospital and my mum is ok well not ok but she does not have cancer back, i am so relived it  is the desease she has she only has half her bowl due to cancer so they have put her on some...

my mum had cancer of the bowel 4 years ago,she had half remove like me she olso has bowl disease so i hope it that and not cancer. she has been bad now for a few week and we are going to the...

my mum and i are both feeling a lot happyer now i hope it lasts for both of us we went out today and picked a new bedroom furniture. and my hubby will decorte it nd ly a new crpet for her.my brother...

i have seen her again last night i dont think i have any love for her at all. i know thats not right,maybee theres something wrong with me.the woman i was looking at was not my daughter thats how it...

i have seen her again last night i dont think i have any love for her at all. i know thats not right,maybee theres something wrong with me.the woman i was looking at was not my daughter thats how it...

cant  stop crying today and i dont know why.i hope its a better day tomorrow

i  have 2 dreams that i have often 1 is my dad gring my daughter to me i  am at my house in bulgaria.he leaves her with me winks and walks off down the rd.he died 3 years ago september.i hold her...

haveing a good day today

having a bad day today,i had my neice staying last night got her up done her lunch box ect.i enjoyed having her here.i think it brings back memorys of my daughter.then i have been trying to get hold...

i went to the coop with my husband my daughter walked with her partner around the corner,we were in the car my daughter never saw us.as we had to change our car her partner did though,my daughter has...

INSTALLED CCTV HAD A GATE FITTED TO MY DECK QUIT AT LAST MY DAUGHTER PARTNER WAS CONTACTED BY THE POLICE.MAYBE I WILL HAVE PEACE AT LAST.AND I AM GOING TO START GOING OUT ON MY OWN AGAIN STARTING...