mums cancer checkup

my mum had cancer of the bowel 4 years ago,she had half remove like me she olso has bowl disease so i hope it that and not cancer. she has been bad now for a few week and we are going to the hospital on thursday i keep telling my self worrie is like a rocking horse you go backwards then forwards but you dont get any were.not a good start to a new year but what ever happens i will be there for her and look after her.shes my mum shes my best freind.