hannabean

Well it's the day before Christmas eve and all through my house is the happiness of planning and being where we need to be.  A bit of stress, a lot of mess, happy faces and full bellies will be on...

So I am trying to get through to my daughter and she will not talk to me or re accept me as her friend on face book. :(  I am feeling down over it. I have so many emotions when it comes to my kids....

So today I am feeling a bit better.  Been getting back into things around the house such as cleaning, cooking, baking ect.  I did have an intimate moment with my sweetie so that helped. I also am...

There is so much going on latey where to begin........Well boyfriend is at least taking his anti depressants and is also taking Ada van for the anxiety. Myself well I am still taking my...

I am feeling lost and sad. :(  I am feeling like I don't count or that anything that I try doesn't matter in my relationship? I don't know if I am confusing my depression with the problems with my...

I am feeling so uncertain in my relationship.It's been up and down and Up and Down.  It certainly is challenging having so many different parts that have Mental Illness involved. Him with...

So I did the Parenting after Separation course today needed the certificate to get the divorcee. I am feeling a bit alone.  My boyfriend and I are invited to go to his friends place tomorrow for...

I am more emotional today then I have been in the past few days. I find that I am crying a lot more. Feeling sensitive to things around me. My boyfriend is back using drugs and I am...

Having a good day at least it started out that way.  Had a disagreement with the boyfriend but I think it had more to do with the fact that he is now sick with my cold and may have the flu too. 

I am trying to loose weight. Although I have been sick for the past week. I am still at least walking. 

I am so sick I can't even focus very well. Stupid cold has my brain just swimming. It hurts to cough and my nose is so stuffed up and I feel so uggggggh.  I am hurting so badly from the joint and...

Cranky today because I am sick with a cold. Did not get a good night sleep due to coughing. Had to call one of my boyfriends friends to come and get him out of the house. He has been doing nothing...

So in the last couple of days I have been waking up very early. This morning it was at 5:30 a.m. I wonder what that is about?  Anyway took the dog for a walk very short this morning as his back paw...

I wish he would just be a bit nicer. All he ever does lately is complain.  I got the dog for me and he complains cause Gizmo passes gas. Then I tell him I love him and no response. I don't know I...

Well I am frustrated that this is the third time I have had to try and put my journal in for this morning.  So I had to fight for a sliver of the bed last night as my boyfriend was a big bed hog....