ranias

I'm gonna try applying to NASA recent graduate programs while I'm still a recent graduate.I lost my resume and my schoolwork on my broken laptop though.It's been like 3 months since I applied to any...

So I like talking to one girl alot. I like her alot because it is easy to talk to her, and we have alot in common. Maybe I should try to get more female friends in general and not try to get a...

Every time I get close to a girl, something holds her back from wanting a relationship with me.Job search is getting me down too.I'm tired of rejection and tired of my life.

Maybe it was too good to be true.

My friend "Vince" feels hatred towards some people that I added adjunct to him on facebook. He's in an emotional state right now. Ug. Time to keep my mind off that I guess.

I don't mean to shove it in people's faces, but I'm happy. I might take a break from here until I get down again. I know that I get more sad when I'm depressed and I see other people being happy.

She actually told me to come meet with her and her friends for dinner. Too short notice tonight but still. :D

I'm just feeling uneasy about some things. Singles Awareness Day is in two weeks. Getting a job is still difficult. I'm feeling kind of bad about myself in general.

Coast Guard guy said I couldn't join because of depression. Guess I'll try again with Air Force and not mention it. Honesty is overrated.

I just got an email back from the Coast Guard to set up an appointment. I think it'd be cool to join them. I hope that I can get a good position though. I'm kind of worried that I might not be able...

I am too impatient and jealous. The impatience is because I am unsatisfied with my life right now, and I am tired of waiting for happiness and success. I am jealous of people I admire not liking me...

Just one bad thing has happened, my laptop monitor broke. I'm using my Wii U (that I won in a tournament last year :D) for internet now. Using the touch screen is actually kind of more relaxing.Alot...

I want to be loved.

I set up something to hang out with two of my friends today. It was the first time I saw any of my friends in months.The friend that I've disagreements and a strained friendship showed up also...

I'm trying to keep a routine of jogging along my road with my dogs every few days. I ran (and walked some) about a half mile two days ago. I think tomorrow I should be able to jog the whole thing...