ranias

I should try to look for a job, but I honestly don't even feel like working if it's low wage. I'd rather just pretend I can keep living like I am only playing video games. I might just try to die as...

I was fired from my job yesterday. My manager thinks I don't care and am lazy. I don't want to job search again.The day before that I had help with assembling my new computer, but it never worked....

I matched with an attractive woman on tinder. She gave me a phone number. Idk about this.

I am really sleepy right now. I am almost always thinking about one girl. I still love her. I won't talk to her until she's less busy though because I love her and I don't want to bother her. She...

It always bothers me when I think of people not liking me. I need to remind myself that for the most part what people think of me doesn't affect who I am. I enjoy most people liking me, but I need to...

I'm thankful that I have friends that still want to be my friends even though I have different political views.

I bought porn for the first time. LOL. I have a thing for girls in cosplay, so I subscribed to cosplaydeviants. I'm not disappointed. It was pretty cheap too.

I'm thinking about her too much again. I need something else to focus on.

My Air Force Officer Qualifying Test results all passed minimum qualifications for both the Non-Rated and Rated selection boards by alot. So my scores are pretty good.The soonest selection board...

My Air Force Officer Qualifying Test scores are in, and I think they are good, but I don't know how good they are yet. I need my recruiter to talk to me.

I guess because of my obsessive love and things I said I perpetuate rape culture. I hate rape culture too. A friend of mine for longer than Vince apparently doesn't want to be my friend anymore...

I didn't go play poker with strangers because I went to hang out with friends instead. I don't think I really need more friends anyways.Kat's birthday is coming up in a week. I was thinking about...

I'm going to try playing poker with strangers tomorrow. I've never played real face-to-face poker, but I've always wanted to. I tried to get my friends into it, but they weren't serious enough to...

I might try weening off my antidepressant (Celexa) now that I've been mostly happy. If I join the military, which might happen soon, I have to be on no medication and have no depression. I scheduled...

Damnit. I'm still thinking about her.