ryanslov1

its not always easy to tell u familey that yea im ok when yiu alllready dang well know that your not ..... I so want to feel no pain... or to mine feel hands shake .

I called my dr trying to find a new dr that truly Understand tummie /colon issues ... I just really do hope that i can find a dr that will not treat me stupidy and that will try to understand im...

if anyone has more ideas on how to keep your mind busy when you in so much pain?  I would really be happy to try anything that i can 

Another night with barley any sleep grrr pain i so hate you .. i tryed to play a game or to watch a movie and anything to try to get my mind of the pain and the worry:(

I sit here at time and i just start to cry no i am not depressed im just feeling so very unsure all over this dang illness it can take you happyness and your lov for life and it puts a huge tink in...

im to scared to have surgery i only been to the er 1 time for thisyes i have had a few flare ups .....and yes worriein can make me feel even worse yes ..... But so unsure in Seattle  

In im need of a person that is been going thur this pure hellplease i need ideas