growin

About Me

I am 37 years old and I am separated from my husband. He is an addict/alcohol&cocaine.He is still in denial that he\'s doing anything wrong. I have Let Go and Let God. I still love him but time is quite amazing. The more he denies, sadly...the farther I move on.I have a beautiful son, 2 1/2 years old and he is the reason I was born. All those years of enabling came into to focus when I saw my own worth through my son\'s eyes. I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt what my baby deserved and therefore realized that I too deserve better. I just couldn\'t or didn\'t want to see all the bad. My prayers are still and forever for the complete healing of my husband and for the Will of God to be fulfilled in our lives. He loves his son and spends time with him, however...I wish he\'d love himself enough to realize \"Children don\'t become what you tell them, they become what they see\" UPDATE: My son is now 4 and I am STILL on my own and in \"LIMBO\" Have I exhausted ever effort to rebuild what was stolen? Is it too late now? These are the questions on the table now.