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Ella and Gavin brought some rocks back from their trip to Boston.  Ella painted James' Garden with some hearts on a rock for your garden.  I hope you like it.  She misses and loves you so much. ...

Your little cousin Addison came over today with Lily, Ethan and Aunt Tre.  You and her were suppose to be such good friends since you would only be five months older than her.  Well, today when she...

The plants I ordered for your garden arrived today.  I planted them and put plenty of mulch around them.  I can't wait till next summer to see them bloom.  I planted a white bleeding heart, white...

Did you send me the ladybug at the beach and the penny from heaven with your birth year on it?  The ladybug just flew on me and stayed a few minutes and then few away.  Of course, I thought of you...

It's hard to believe that yesterday you turned two.  We planned a day at the boardwalk but had to settle on icecream and the game room at the campground.  We had four inches of rain.  That's...

Today, we found planters of a frog and turtle with flowers in them.  We brought them and put them in your garden.  I'm glad that most of your garden is sunny but there is a little area that has...

Yesterday evening we went to a mass of remembrance and healing.  It was so nice.  It's a mass for the loss of children.  You bring up a picture of your child and light a candle.  Ella brought...

Your Memorial Garden is starting to grow.  I brought more plants to add to it, but I don't think it is warm enough to plant them yet.  By May 1st, it should be warm enough.  I'm planning on...

We put up the Christmas trees on Sunday.  One for Ella, one for Gavin and one for you.  Ella's has fairies, Gavin's has trains and cars and yours has angels.  Ella helped me decorate yours.  Now,...

Today, was Gavin first day of kindergarten.  This was so hard.  Last year James was with us to bring Gavin to his first day of Pre-K.  All the memories came back of bringing James and everybody...

August 28 was James' birthday.  We wanted to focus on James' short life and not his death so we celebrated by going to the Ocean City Boardwalk with his brother, sister and cousins.  I stayed home...

Tuesday my sister, her grandson and my granddaughter went to the aquarium  and on the boardwalk in Pt. Pleasant.  It was suppose to be a grandson's outing but Gavin didn't want to go so I had to...

Well, James....it's been five months now and I miss you so much.  I wish I could hold you, hug you, give you kisses and take you to the beach.  We think of you all the time and we all talk about...

James, Ella and Gavin's school is having a remembrance garden.  Your mom bought a bench and some plants and they gave us a spot that we can put it.  So now, we have a spot that we can sit and...

Today, at mass the mass intentions was for James.  I took a Xanax before I went so I handled it OK.  It's just so hard to believe that it has been three months since his mass of the angels.I just...