MrsBarker

Went in today for the consultation with the OBGYN my GP referred me to... He basically told me he didnt want to take on my case and didnt have enough time to take me on.... I'm like, then WHY did you...

Something just occured to me... how in the hell do I ever expect for something positive to happen when I am always so damned negative?? I want a child.. I want a precious little gem of a baby to hold...

So.... I got a package in the mail today.. someone has GOT to make me stay away from the computer once my ambien has kicked in at night. I ordered a "fertility kit" a few days ago aparently.. I got a...

Just updating because I get the feeling that yesterdays journal made people uncomfortable. I was shocked to only get one comment on a journal that had so many things in it... a lot of stressful...

Hello Everyone!!!Ok.. this is how things have to be.. I HAVE to stick to the plan this time. I HAVE to stop making excuses... I HAVE to make a promise to all of you, and myself to never look back,...

I am deleting the 20 workouts in may goal because at this point it wont happen. But I am starting a new goal to compensate.....

Hello all. Just got home from a day spent here there and everywhere. This morning I drove to my mothers to  bring her out shopping and to lunch on the coast. It was chilly today but the rain they...

Wow, it took me forever to get on here today! We have been putting togeter the kids mothers day project for their moms... it takes a long time to get all 12 kids through their projects. We planted...

I am going to write down everything that I eat from now on. So here was todays food intake. Breakfast: Fiber one Bar, and an appleLunch: Turkey sandwhich on wheat with lettuce and tomato and FF...

Just got done my workout and I'm pooped. Didnt do any running, the toe wouldnt allow it. But I did fit everything else in and even managed to do 20 jumping jacks. I feel pretty good about it. I've...

Goodmorning guys and gals! Looks like we have yet another snow day and a  day off for the kids . I swear at this rate they will be in school until August! One week off and back they go! lol. It...

Painful only because I broke my damn pinky toe.... lol.. I'm such a dope. Had a great day, wasnt horribly active because the hubby and I butted heads again a bit today and I got upset... but all in...

I worked out tonight!!! YAY!!!! 30 mins on the bike, and added a mile!!! YAY!! I did 40 pushups and 50 crunches too. I stayed on my meal plan all day and have discovered that I should be eating a bit...