Having to move forward..
Hello Everyone!!!Ok.. this is how things have to be.. I HAVE to stick to the plan this time. I HAVE to stop making excuses... I HAVE to make a promise to all of you, and myself to never look back, and push forward!!I have taken FAR too long to reach my goals.. always with an excuse in hand, an injury, being sick, loss of a friend.. but something I have to realise is all of those things are a part of life! I am going to have to push through all of those obstacles and still focus on weight loss!I just lost my best friend to basically, complications from a surgery DUE TO obesity! I dont want to be that person. I dont want my friends and famly to have to say goodbye to me at such a young age. Its not fair to them or to me. I have SO much that I want to do. So many people who I want to help and lives I want to influence.. so many experiences I want to have... SO... Tomorrow.. Moday, July 21st 2008 has to be the day I turn a new leaf. I am going to start the SBD again... AND, I need all of you.. I hate to ask for this after I have been so distant these past couple of weeks.. But I NEED you to help keep me accountable.. PLEASE help me to stay on track.. I always did my best when I had all of you rallying around me. PLEASE PLEASE be with me on this so that I can experience the success that I NEED for my help. If I dont stay away from the carbs, I WILL have full on diabetes... I WILL have high bloodpressure, and I WILL have heart disease like every other person in my family. I dont want to sound desperate, but I am now realising the urgency..Love to all of you. Hugs to you and thank yous in advance.
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