Mandy67

I have suffered from depression for most of my life, but have been doing well these past few months.  My mother has moments when, out of no where, she'll be very hurtful. She did it today.  I...

I have suffered from depression for most of my life, but have been doing well these past few months.  My mother has moments when, out of no where, she'll be very hurtful. She did it today.  I...

It's only a matter of time before I'm gone.  I can hear the clock ticking.  In just a matter of days, I'll be leaving my current job and going out on my own. Because I've worked for a physco, I...

Sitting her alone, once again.  He can't handle my depression.  So here I sit drowning in this feeling of low self esteem and self loathing.  There is no future for me.  I'm like a feather...

So here I am at a crossroads again.  Left alone at 11:30 at night being left alone with my thoughts.  Never should I be left alone with my thoughts.   There are decision to be made.  The right...

Of all the themes I could catigorize this under, why positive.  Today my husband lost his job.  He is the sole provider for our family.  I should be out of my mind with worry today.  I should be...

Time has been good. I've been fighting a bad cough, but it hasn't brought me down. There's a possibility I might be out of a job in October, but still it hasn't brought me down. My husband might be...

My demons must be on vacation today.  I'm feeling quite well despite the craziness of the weekend.  Despite the torturing they put me through at times, I can feel they are getting weaker and me...

I fell apart.  One too many bad things came crashing down around me and I fell apart.  They saw me, they watched me and I had to run.  I've never felt this low, never.  I had thoughts I never had...

Parents just left.  Overall it could have been a great time together.  No, my father had to start.  Started making me feel guilty about my kids.  Why doesn't he just come out and say, "You're a...

Parents just left.  Overall it could have been a great time together.  No, my father had to start.  Started making me feel guilty about my kids.  Why doesn't he just come out and say, "You're a...

It's been a while since I've added something to my journal.  Praise God depression has been far from my thoughts.  My job has been okay.  I've been thinking about submitting my writing to a few...

Of all the themes I could catigorize this under, why positive.  Today my husband lost his job.  He is the sole provider for our family.  I should be out of my mind with worry today.  I should be...

Time has been good. I've been fighting a bad cough, but it hasn't brought me down. There's a possibility I might be out of a job in October, but still it hasn't brought me down. My husband might be...

My demons must be on vacation today.  I'm feeling quite well despite the craziness of the weekend.  Despite the torturing they put me through at times, I can feel they are getting weaker and me...