blueheart93

ok, so i have not been on ds since january i think... long time. I seem to not be as confused as before ds so i know ds has helped me a lot, and i hope i can help others now, and be helped if...

been back in dakar for a few weeks now :( i mite leave though!!! i hope we do, its not fun here.

For our dancing unit we did salsa today.Guess who my partner was?Yes. Him. Agh. And it's not like he had ANY idea what to do either.So even if it wasn't him, i still would have been annoyed.And my...

Oh my gosh, i found out something really cool. I was watching a youtube vid of tegan and sara during environmental club, and my teacher (a lesbian), was like "ooooh, you know them?" so i was like...

omg. i write a 2 pg french essay.and now its gone.GONE!wtf.omfg.i'm so fucking screwed.It was due last friday.my teacher said it was okto hand it in mondaybut she was madand omfgshit 

i feel like screamingcryingbanging my head on somethingjumping off a buildingstabbing myselfthrowing uptearing at my facejumping around wildlypunching something/someonebut i won'tbecause strangelyi'm...

omg. why.there was a guy i mentioned in earlier entries that liked me. that was at the beginning of the school year. he asked me out and i said no, and my excuse was that i didn't know him yet. Now,...

Is it possible to crave being gay?You see, i would hate to be straight.Even though i'm not sure if i am gay.Maybe i am just kidding myself.Why can't we just know what we think and feel?Why are...

omgosh, i am getting so sick of all the 'drama' at school. I mean, we are 64 in our high school, so every little thing that happens affects everyone somehow. Everyone tends to be cool with eachother...

i had quite a laugh yesterday lol... i was just hanging with my friends, and then this one girl was like, oh celina asked me whether tara was bi, andi was like no, at least not that i know of... and...

so today we had our orientation day at school. and it turns out that my new homeroom and science teacher is lesbian :p the first person that i know personally that is gay. shes here with her...

ok, so i have not been on ds since january i think... long time. I seem to not be as confused as before ds so i know ds has helped me a lot, and i hope i can help others now, and be helped if...

been back in dakar for a few weeks now :( i mite leave though!!! i hope we do, its not fun here.

yay! im so happy. yesterday we bought a zildjian a-custom 14 in. crash symbal, a double bass pedal(mapex) and a practice pad. we bought a stand with the cymbal, the latter of which i payed myself, my...

im getting a boston brace for at night in dakar :D