CutieKathy
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- this is the reflection of how i feel about myself. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L4KZnjrYaAQ
- Every time i look in the mirror, my face looks alright. but then when i look at my face in pictures, it somehow looks a bit puffy especially my cheeks! it doesn't look like a model where their faces in pictures are PERFECTLY thin. and when i look at...
- for a long time, this ED has led me to many devastating results and i looked at myself and thought about my attitude and how i handled things. I came across this and it really defined how i am. but when most people first meet me, they think i am...
- this morning i made myself a plate of rice, spam, cucumbers, and eggs with sprinkled cheese on top of the egg. i ate it all and it was delicious. Until then i felt really full and my chest was really tight. Before i took a shower, all of the...
- so today after the buffet from last night and my first meal today, i probably consumed more calories than normal for a girl my age. This morning i ordered a plate full of rice, pork chop, eggs, with lettuce and vegetables on the side. I ate it all....
- so today after the buffet from last night and my first meal today, i probably consumed more calories than normal for a girl my age. This morning i ordered a plate full of rice, pork chop, eggs, with lettuce and vegetables on the side. I ate it all....
- So i just talked to my dad about some things and from last night at the buffet until my last meal, I consumed probably more than average calories for a girl my age. Since my last meal, after i talked to my dad, he told me that I looked FAT. He's all...
- so last night if u read my morning triggers discussion then u'll know what i am going to continue to talk about. So last night i thought about my binge and i ate everything that a binge could consist of, well, for me. And i didn't purge. But this...
- Last night i went to a buffet with my cousin, niece, dad, and brother. I don't know why but i felt like i was getting out of control with my eating. i ate 4 or 5 plates of food including dessert. it was a BINGE from beginning to end. i felt like a...
- im going to a buffet now and its really triggering for me to binge..... hope it wont b too bad... i'm really triggered to binge :(
- This has been me for as long as i can remember.... ESPECIALLY when i developed eating disorders. http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ltwg6iwTlS1qcq6wwo1_500.png
- The side effects of bulimia is just devastating but at the same time it comforts me in a way. It makes me forget about my problems and the people around me and it even makes me forget about life. But at the same time, it is KILLING me and my life. I...
- So today after i restricted this morning, i started eating. But after I ate, I felt some abdominal pain in my lower region. I don't know about my bowels since i purged a few days ago. I also felt a little nauseous. I kind of had a feeling that I...
- So today i went to an outlet with my cousin and 7 year old niece. And i didn't eat breakfast and i went into the food court with my cousin and niece. I went to this section called Italian Kitchen. I ordered a plate of baked ziti and a small bowl of...
- This book plus this support group is what is saving me right now. I thought that since i feel that my parents are not helping me with my addictions with food and the pressure of being perfect, I decided to help MYSELF. i was battling these evil...