Ishallwearpurple

About Me

I have been married twice before. My first husband had severe epilepsy with behavioral problems and although I thought I should stay in the marriage being a Christian and divorce frowned upon then, I realized I was only causing harm to the four children we had. From there I went from frying pan into the fire married a man I did not realize was extremely violent. By the time I realized this we had two children together. I have now been happily wed for 20 years. We have no children together. My present husband has been a wonderful stepfather to my children and accepted them as if they were his biological children. This has not ultimately been appreciated however, which I find tragically sad. I believe that God is trying to teach me something and I don\'t yet know what it is by those who are my EC. I have 8 grandchildren and only in contact with three due to my EC. I pray every day for this nightmare to end and for reconciliation. I pray for you all on this group too.