Starkid21

Ok. So a little backstory. This spring break I went to New Orleans with my high schoolband. (Soooo much fun btw.) I hung out with my friends and Just chilled in the city. I just got back today...

 I feel so alone in this world. I am so lonely, yet I hate everyone! I don't feel like I am worth everything that I put others through.  My best friend is depressed, because for a month or so I...

So much for my resolution... I just demolished my goal. Oh well.

I haven't been keeping up on this update, but I have been clean for almost a whole month! I am really excited to be successful. 

I am getting ready for santa! I didnt write yesterday because I was doing housework. It has been about 1/2 a month since I last hurt myself. I don't know if it is my new friend talking to me, my best...

I haven't cut for almost close to half a month. That is great and all, but the urge has been eating me away. Especially today.Today I found myself gently rubbing edges of things along my arms and...

It is nearing the half way point of my goal! Today was an interesting day. I felt like I needed to cut, (I didn't, thank God.).  But dropped a piece of metal, and it grazed my skin. I don't consider...

Again, just little stepping stones in trying to gain control of my life. This actually really helps me. It might not for some, but it is worth a shot. :)

I have finally stopped feeling the urge to cut! All day yesterday, I didn't feel the urge. Not during school, not after school, not at all! It feels really good to not have cut for a week. And for...

YES! I have made it to the quarter mark of my goal! Rough. Extremely rough the past couple days. But I will make it. I KNOW it!

It has been a rough few days, but I am making through! I am so excited to be making this possible one step at a time. 

Well, today was my first full day of no cutting. I feel empowered, and I feel like I can complete  this goal. Once I complete it, maybe I will go for 2 months! Who knows!