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- I wrote about my ED having her baby at 32 weeks and losing her daughter less than 24 hours later. I have been by her side from the time she entered in the hospital at 24 weeks pregnant. I went up to see her twice a week. And then towards the end it...
- I am sad to report the loss of my Grandaughter after she was born and lived less than 24 hours on Christmas eve. It was devastating news. Then I feel I am grieving the loss of my ED and my mother (from all the arguing) , I am just beside myself with...
- I had my surgery in January 2013 (ruen Y) and lost 80 pounds now. I am in a plateau right now. I do not know if it is because I have not been good about getting my proteins in lately. I do not eat that much. It is more the wrong foods that I eat :(....
- My heart is also breaking right now. I feel an overwhelming sense of dismay. I am having a hard time coping right now. So I can see where Tomuchto may be at right now :( It is not a good feeling by any means. Some of us have an outlet to go too!...
- So I call my sister-in-law and ask her why she called my mother to ask if I was going to be giving my daughter a baby shower. And why didn't she call me?? She said I did not want to talk to you. And that she is so excited for my daughter and her...
- Yes, it is me again. Is it me or what? Trying to establish something with my ED! And knowing I am going to be a grandma in February to my 3rd. But, first for this daughter. She to.d me yesterday...btw, I am having a shower on December 1st. I said...
- I am so tired of being in this emotional pain I am in. My family tells me I just need to support my daughter during her pregnancy. I need to let things go. Even though I have been disrespected so many time. Not just by my ED but her husband too. My...
- I wish so much my ED did not take up any space in my head or my heart. She is pregnant, she does not contact me. She does not care (obviously) and I ask myself ...Why the heck should I then?? I am just so hurt. I try and move on and keep busy....
- I have a ED who I just learned is prego with her first child. I am happy for her but the excitement of this whole thing is just not there :(. And although we spoke a little here and there. I told her I am tired of doing all the work in this...
- Is it okay to feel overwhelming sadness on Mothers Day? I see on my facebook page a lot of children who comment to their parent and how wonderful and special they are. Or, woman of our age who talk about their own mothers. I have no one really....
- I have been doing okay for a while, but have an overwhelming need for my ED, I miss her terribly. I just want things to be normal again. This estrangement has gone on far too long. My therapist said, most all the time it is because of...
- I have been doing okay for a while, but have an overwhelming need for my ED, I miss her terribly. I just want things to be normal again. This estrangement has gone on far too long. My therapist said, most all the time it is because of...
- My ED never called, nothing. I have to be done. Just thinking about it, hurts to much. I just learned tonight from my mother (she was not going to tell me, because she was told not too) she is out of the country. Wow, that hurt. I think I am...
- My B-day is on the 1st and as time approaches my heart is breaking even more. I am having a horrible day today. I sent a text to my ED and this is what it said "I am just wondering how long you are going to continue to shun me out of your life. I...
- Is anyone in this group from Michigan or north Ohio??