peterthegreat

I brought the money making program. Again, he lie. He said it is just one time fee. After I paid, the video persuae me to pay more. A monthly fee. I will just forget about it.

Is valeniens day. I when to lunch with my mom. I fell asleep on the sofa. I went to the mall. Come home read my emails. I will go to the club at night alone.

I woke up early today. I feel like shit. Anger all day. Hate ...........................................

After I went to the strip club. I feel good again. I cannot find a way without spending money to feel better.I must make more money. I found out there is a group in facebook that has the club i go...

I came back from the club. Feel angry depress and sucidal. I do not wantl to sleep.Keep thinking about the bad things in life.

I am not depress. I can do some more exercises. Everyday I am just waiting for the day to end. I do not want to see anyone. Cannot find a meaning to live. I look forward to go to the club.I look...

I found out running on the street will makes me feel alittle high. Good I found something natural to get high. The family car still in the auto shop. I can only use the second car at night. The flu...

I got the flu. Everyone has got it. I am feeling better now.Its good I do not have to work.

Is new years eve. I sleep the whole day. I cannot go to the club tomorrow because I have get up early to bring the car to the auto shop.I am now just waiting for the count down then go to...

On tuesday night I went to the club. They were not playing house music. The music is not bad but I did not feel anything. On christmas day me and my parent when out to have lunch. All the restuarant...

I woke up at 5 today. Just sit on the bed an think about life.Depressing. No one call or say hello. I am just waiting for the day to end. Bored depress angry. I need a massage.

is monday my mom came back. I do not have to do house work. I do not have to hang around with my father all day. I am waiting for wednesday. I can go to the dance club. I need to get a massage.

Tonight I went to my counsine baby girl party dinner. I feel bored worry depress. It was tourtue. Next week my mom my sister and my brother in law is back. I do not have to hang around with my father...

My mom went to hong kong. I did not miss her at all. I am with my father. He does not even know his own address and phone number. I have to do thing for him. He is the boss. I have to listen to...

Hate I feel full of hate. I feel good this morning then I have lunch with my parent.I feel very bored with my parents. Tomorrow I have to take my mom and sister to the airport, which I do not want to...