I hate to live

My mom went to hong kong. I did not miss her at all. I am with my father. He does not even know his own address and phone number. I have to do thing for him. He is the boss. I have to listen to him.My friends does not respone any more. I hope i can still feel something positive about the people in dailystrenght. People does not care. I only look forward to go to the club on friday alone.