Jme5

here to announce the arrival of Rocker Thomas Naylor. he weighed in at 10 grams and was 4 inches long. he once had a heartbeat, but was lost. he will be missed. any baby loss is something to remember...

i hurt so bad and i feel such a loss, another lost grandchild. it brings so much pain from when nattie died. i am scared to go to bed and see the blue lips that haunt me. will the pain ever go away?...

even though we knew that it was gone it always hurts worse when the dr. varifies it. she is gonna have to be enduced tomorrow to deliver it regular.  because she had gone as far as she did she has...

did it!!! really did it!!! i got rid of the *itch of a vocational rehab lady!!! feeling good, i got a call from her boss and i no longer have to tolerate her torture. my new counselor is her...

I am not positive yet because we are waiting for the Dr.s official word but my daughter lost her baby. looks like she/he died at about 13 weeks then there is my dad in california that i can't even...

      ISN'T BLUE A BEAUTIFUL COLOR? IT IS MY FAVORITE AND I HAVE HAD A BEAUTIFUL DAY. I GOT SO MUCH DONE. I HAVE NEVER CLEANED SO MUCH IN ONE DAY (OK, FOR MYSELF..USUALLY HELP OTHERS) IT FEELS...

i am sooooo tired and hurt like none other. picture the dirtiest room that you can ever imagine, now double it and you will see the room that my younger sisters and myself helped the middle sister...

i did it. i don't know what the consequences will be, but it is out! i sent a message to her, her supervisor and my counselor all on one email.i bet they talk. i am gonna go to the first day of class...

WHAT RIGHT DOES THE BITCH HAVE TO TELL ME HOW AND WHAT I SHOULD DO. I AM TALKING WITH HER SUPERVISOR. AN EMAIL WILL GO OUT TO HIM AND THE ACCESSABILITY DEPARTMENT AT THE SCHOOL!!! SHE THINKS THAT SHE...

i don't know what i did to my back, but if i lay down, it is all i can do to get up again and if i am up, i hurt so bad. i have never hurt this bad and i thought i would ask all of you if you have...

i finally figured out how to get photos off of my phone, so i posted a few of natties headstone . . i spent some time out there thinking of her and just let the happy moments come back. i want to go...

   what a day, i took a final at 9:00 and i found out that i am getting a "A" in my student success class and then the day went to....... i took my intro to business final tonight and...

i am still up and i can't get myself to bed because for some reason i keep thinkig that i am missing someting for the last class in my student success class. i go over and over and know that...

today my granddaughter was baptised (LDS). and her grandmother did it all. wow. she sent out invitations that looked like wedding announcements, had a reception/lunch after. even though i am not...

seems like i haven't been here for a long time..sure that isn't really been that long. finals are coming up and i am going nuts. as if that isn't enough, for some reason teachers seem to cram in the...