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my son-in-law changed his shift at work and gets off at 6 so now i don't have the kids at night which is painfully depressing tears come but i should have prepared myself for this. knowing my...

so i have been off of the soda for one day and have one hell of a headache. i don't know if i mentioned it but last thursday i fell in the dark trying to find my bed and hit my head on the dresser...

i started a goal today to stop drinking soda because of the caffeine and sugar.I don't know how to start a goal so i guess i will just keep in my journal unless someone can tell me how. I am dumping...

I love my new haircut of about two weeks. my problem is that no matter what length it is it has a ugly wave in it. I straighten it some days, but that takes time mostly because of my damaged hand. i...

I saw my counselor today at an time that doesn't work well with my med schedule. I made it through but he asked how i was mentally abused and i couldn't think of how to put it. i asked him to write a...

just got home from the grocery store and i'm eating yummy strawberries. just right not too firm and not squichy. my grand kids heard me come home so they came running down (they live above me). I was...

Isn't it interesting when you have an aha moment. when something that has been right in front of your face comes clear. wow! what an eye opener. i had a long discussion with a friend on here and...

lunch  went well but I will keep it down. I just won't eat the rest of the day. Got caught up on all of the stuff since we met a couple of months ago. I am finding it harder to leave home. I am full...

ok, so I decided to throw up my dinner so I wouldn't feel so guilty for eating all I did. Was gross but i am hoping i can do it all of the time to lose the weight. As if that wasn't bad enough i had...

eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat eat is what I did after finding out that the appointment with my therapist wasn't...I always schedule it for Fridays at 11. I went and...

I'm on my way to the first Dr. appointment for the day.. I see my urologist for my implant. It is called an inter-stem. It helps keep my bladder functioning right, but I need a new setting so I can...

Today was pretty good. I trieid to walk but my knees are ggoing through a lot of pain whille I go through shots just 4 more two a week. They help for awhile. Just spending time with the grand kids as...

I was Married in the Salt Lake temple in 78. We believe we are sealed for time and all eternity. I was "legally" divorced in 88. I  am still married by a covenant made to my ex. My ex can marry...

My ex is living the life I had earned with the internet lover he married, so feeling cheated out of a life that I put 20years into all of the trials, abuse, and living through his college years. We...

Today I met with Mike my therapist. I took with me a song from Clay Aiken album song titled I survived you and we talked about my ex. I'm glad that I could get everything that he put me through "on...