Jme5

lonely,yes, I have my grand kids with me most of the time but I don't get out of the house much anymore and living in a basement with windows where the top of the window is even with the ground...

Tonight we had a family dinner, one that will start each month kinda like a family reunion, but both of my parent are only children so there is just my siblings and their kids and then my kids and...

I go to counseling on Thursdays. Two weeks ago when I met with him he gave me an assignment to set a boundary. I took a lot of courage, but I did it. My mother harps on my weight. Anytime I am with...

I get into movies free when I am watching my grand kids because their dad works there. For the last three days we have watched "Mars Needs Moms" the first time they lasted about half way through it....

I made it through the holidays and everything that the family did kept my pain for Nattie and Rocker under control. I went to pick up the grave ornament and someone had busted it up. I usually go and...

Today being out for the day, seeing all of the Christmas lights, reminds me of Nattie and Rocker my little angels that I need to go and put something on their graves. I hate holidays they are really...

my granddaughter ashlynn has been really sick for the past week. her ped. thought she had strep but it came back negative. we have been giving her tylenol thinking that this will just pass and then i...

I haven't been on for a bit, but things have gotten worse and yesterday my voc rehab guy let me audit my algebra class so I am feeling the stress melt away.I am enjoying my new computer and everyone...

i don't know how to get out of my depressed mood this morning. i guess that the events from yesterday have set in and i am feeling the pain of loosing my ex-father-in-law. i have an appointment at 1...

this morning i went to my ex-father-in-law's funeral. i got to see people that i haven't seen in years. my ex was there as well and he stayed in his own little corner while i mingled with my past...

What is pink and purple and all "girl", Yep I finally made my choice in a computer.... it is a hp notebook.it is plaid. my son installed everything from my old one onto this one and i went to UVU...

school started wednesday and things are crazy. the teacher that i checked out on rate your professor said that she was arrogant and now that i have spent one day in her class i can definitely see why...

Today is the anniversary of Nattie's death. She would have been 5. I took flowers to her grave and took a few pics. I smile knowing that I will be at rest someday above her grave. I am buying a plot....

so tomorrow is my birthday or in the case this year has been going on the whole week. everyone can't make it on that day so i have been taken out for lunch and dinners for the week. so much for a...

 Being the end of the week... i accomplished going to the gym every day and will most likely go tomorrow to finish the week. I am trying to cut out the shirts i got after my dad died to make into a...