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• Death and Complicated Grief
  

  My mother

  Posted by: N33dt0st0p

  Last Reply: auntierhon55 08/06/2018

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  I've never really talked about this with anyone and I have a really hard time getting close to anyone. I'm also a pathological liar, I don't know if this has anything to do with my loss but I just can't get close to anyone, if I do I end up lying to them. I lost my Mom when I was 13 and I still feel the aching void at age 35. I never told anyone this but I still feel like it was my fault. I won't get into that now but just wanted to get something out there as I'm new here. 

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: N33dt0st0p

  Posted: 07/22/2018

  N33dt0st0p joined the group Death and Complicated Grief.

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  Day 1

  Posted by: N33dt0st0p

  Posted: 07/22/2018

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  Trying to dedicate myself to coming clean on my lies no matter what. After a fight with my Dad who literally has 0 trust in me I'm realizing the pain I'm causing and just how inconsiderate I really am. I want to change this. I really do care about my family but I can't help but like to them. Hopefully journaling is a good first step on my path to recovery.

• Liars Anonymous
  

  Really want to stop...

  Posted by: N33dt0st0p

  Last Reply: tvee 07/31/2018

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  I've been lying for about as long as I can remember. I'm not sure why I do it. It's hurt my family and friends on more occasions than I can count. I really hope I'm being honest with myself when I say I want to change but I don't really know anymore. Reading all the other stories on here helps it's good to know I'm not alone. 

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: N33dt0st0p

  Posted: 07/22/2018

  N33dt0st0p joined the group Liars Anonymous.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: N33dt0st0p

  Posted: 07/22/2018

  N33dt0st0p became friends with TeamDS.