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I have to be in court tomorrow morning for my divorce hearing.My divorce will be final then with no waiting period.This has been a long time coming.I have been much happier with it being just my...

I hope I get a better night's sleep tonight.I had so much running through my head last night that I just couldn't fall asleep.My thoughts were racing so fast that I thought they would never stop.My...

I had trouble sleeping last night.I have had a rough start to the week.Over the weekend we had 11 inches of snow.I wrecked my car when I hit a patch of ice on the way home from picking my daughter up...

I had a wild morning.We are getting a horrible snowstorm.I dropped my daughter off at school and  went back to get her because it was getting bad out.The roads were getting slick.I picked her up and...

I had such a horrible day.Everything that could go wrong for me today did.I went to an appointment this morning and ended up locking my keys in my car.My stupid STBX husband has my spare key and...

Today I feel good.I told my son that I read his myspace page and that I love him no matter what.That was all I said.I don't think the time is right for me to say anything else other than that.I want...

I have decided to accept my son no matter what.If I put what I found out aside and just look at all the great things he is already then I have a pretty great kid.I still have feelings about what I...

I will still love my son no matter what.Once I work through my thoughts and feelings I know I'll be ok.I'm just sorry that he felt that he couldn't come to me and tell me himself.Maybe he thought I...

I just found out through my son's myspace page that he is gay.I am surprised.I still love him and always will.I just wish he would have told me himself.I feel all kinds of emtions andhave so many...

It's been almost 1 full week since I've moved into my new apartment.I can't believe the difference it has made in how I feel.All the stress I was under sees to have gone away and I am much calmer and...

Yesterday was my dad's birthday.He passed away a year and a half ago.I  did,'t realise what day it was until I looked at the date on my cell phone.I really miss him but it's worse on his birthday...

I have to have some oral surgery next week.I severely broke a tooth and now it needs to come out.I am a bit of a coward when it comes to going to the dentist.I get very scared when I have to go to...

The lump I found under my armpit is nothing to be concerned about.Thank God.My daughter had her sweet 16th birthday party today.I took my daughter and 6 of her friends to the bowling alley today.They...

I found a small lump under my left armpit this evening.I'm a little bit scared about finding this.It is so sore.It wasn't there last night or at least I don't think it was.I hope my leukemia hasn't...

My daughter's friend gave her a 1 year old male cat for her birthday.This cat is extremely noisey and is really getting on my nerves.I've had male cats before but this cat is one of the most annoying...