josh888
Status: Spending money, gambling my life away. Listening to music to ignore what's going on around me.
Mood:
Ok
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I was annoyed when I got him tonight, dad was blasting music I hate, some classic stuff so I ask him to use his headset and he did not so I got mad. Usually I would blow a few hundreds or thousand on...
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No sign of weakness, not feeling like gambling. A lot going, a lot of gaming, cleaning my Facebook and replying to some e-mails. Keeping myself busy, the real test will come when I'll be depressed...
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I am going to be writing some kind book or essay. Might not finish it, might trash it but during these 180 days or so of non-gambling I'm looking for ways to stay away and this one will be one of the...
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It's the beginning for day 2, it's very early in the morning 1:38 am. I am coming on this very site often or at least trying to, you know why? Because I want this site to be my obsession instead of...
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it's day one, playing starcraft. gotta stay calm. gotta keep myself busy. trying to keep myself off gambling web sites and anything related to money. yesterday i deleted all my casino and poker...
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I'll start counting days again when my soul is much stronger
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It's been about a week. I still want to gamble because the recent gambling episode didn't last very long. I lost that money too fast, way too fast. Didn't have time to enjoy the loss. It all went...
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Every year, I usually go to the Casino and gamble for hours. This year, nothing planned and we all know why. Because the world knows I can't control myself, everyone knows I'm sick and this so called...
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When you have debts, or hard time financially. You're looking for shortcuts or cheap money. Some people would steal, someone people would sell drugs, I would go gamble at the casino if I'd do what I...
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Thank you everyone for your support!I know I usually don't do big entries to my journal because I believe more in "counting the days" than "counting my life" but I will do an exception tonight. I...
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i should just kill myself you know this would be the best thing that could happen to me
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lost $200 on poker stars today.. whatever
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16 days
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back on track
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So far so good!
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