josh888
Status: Spending money, gambling my life away. Listening to music to ignore what's going on around me.
Mood:
Ok
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I'll start counting days again when my soul is much stronger
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It's been about a week. I still want to gamble because the recent gambling episode didn't last very long. I lost that money too fast, way too fast. Didn't have time to enjoy the loss. It all went...
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Every year, I usually go to the Casino and gamble for hours. This year, nothing planned and we all know why. Because the world knows I can't control myself, everyone knows I'm sick and this so called...
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When you have debts, or hard time financially. You're looking for shortcuts or cheap money. Some people would steal, someone people would sell drugs, I would go gamble at the casino if I'd do what I...
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Thank you everyone for your support!I know I usually don't do big entries to my journal because I believe more in "counting the days" than "counting my life" but I will do an exception tonight. I...
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i should just kill myself you know this would be the best thing that could happen to me
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lost $200 on poker stars today.. whatever
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16 days
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back on track
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So far so good!
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Went to a punk show today, End of my vacation,Back to work tomorrow
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I was on vacation and played slots at the casino for about 45 minutes.Howver my goal was no gambling for 6 months and I did achieve it.I'm back to day 1 now.
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My goal was 6 months, I'm almost there! ;P
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