octoberrust

Its been a very difficult few weeks. But the one thing that helps me the most....no matter how small or stuipd or silly.....if I can find one thing in that moment that is positive, I know I'll be ok....

The opportunity presented itself. I came across some Facebook messages I had sent my aunt years ago. It was shortly after my husband died. I was so high and at that point I kept pushing the limit. I...

So I had a little private meltdown session. I had a moment when I just broke down. So many things have happened in my life that have just left me agnostic. I said "OK God, I give up, please help me....