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I talked to a nurse at my Endocrinologist office on wednesday- shes said my thyroid was off and i was showing signs of insulin resistance. I seems as if after that phone call I started feeling...

I feel like I am 80 today. I drank last night a couple glasses of wine- it effects me horribly. I have had numb hands and feet all day, its gettin better though. I dont know what its from besides...

After a rough weekend of lots of eating out and overeating, I have somehow kept myself sane. Sunday - I almost binged on cookies but somehow didnt. Also, yesterday I had this huge desire to binge....

I am writing because I am really struggling... I was really missing home so I went tovisit my family and friends. Had a really rough ride home. Got a speeding ticket on the way home for $213 and...

Went for my interview, I wasnt too excited about the job. I mean YES I am desperate but nothing excited me about it! They did not talk salary, I said I wanted XX/ hr and I got a funny look from the...

I get sad on sundays... I think its because on sunday people hang out with family and have a nice dinner and go to church together. I don't have that right now and it kind of hurts. I miss my family...

This week had been pretty good!!! After my huge binge on Sunday and Therapy on tuesday I felt like I really needed to take action!! I bought to books to work on. "dont diet-live it Workbook" and "the...

Today was a really bad day!!!! I binged really bad last night... I even purged a bit. I felt so sick like I was going to combust!!! I passed out at 8:30!! I did not sleep well... I was on edge all...

Well... I said I was gonna write everyday... but I haven't in a couple days! I spilt water on my laptop!!! I wouldn't turn on so I bought a new one!!! I got a macbook pro and i am hating myself for...

I made it through the whole day and NIGHT without bingeing! I feel good! At therapy last night my therapist gave me a book to read that she thinks will help me. It is called The Beck Diet Solution. I...

I started to do weight watchers and its really hard!!! I have done it before, and actually am a lifetime member!! I just wanna eat all the time!!! The past 2 weeks I have over eaten, gone completely...

Today I woke up and I felt really lonely. I felt as if nothing could ever fill that void. Lately I have been thinking a lot! I've been feeling like maybe that feeling is just needing to get closer to...

Kinda down in the dumps today. I started doing weight watchers two weeks ago and I am not doing well at all. I am a binge eater and I have a hard time controlling myself around food. I know I need to...

I talked to a nurse at my Endocrinologist office on wednesday- shes said my thyroid was off and i was showing signs of insulin resistance. I seems as if after that phone call I started feeling...

I feel like I am 80 today. I drank last night a couple glasses of wine- it effects me horribly. I have had numb hands and feet all day, its gettin better though. I dont know what its from besides...