lostmyselfsomewhere

I have lived this lie before.  The one where you swear you love me then when I need you most you say you can't live this way.  My heart is numb from the pain.  I need to know but at the same time...

My sister, my kindred soul, my friend,  I have thought so much about what we have talked about.  You say you talk too much about you but that is not true.  We wear the same shoes and only the...

I awoke this morning with a sense of nothingness.  I am ambivalent.  I am afraid of ambivalence because it leaves me open to mood swings.  I don't know why I am this way.  It just seems if I...

I am so tired of this roller coaster that is my life.  As if the ups and downs aren't bad enough I also have to try and keep it on track.  It's sometimes way too hard to be me.  I wonder why I am...

Time has never been kind to me.  It seems like I am always chasing one thing or another. And it takes time.  The word someday should be stricken from all languages.  It is the word of the foolish,...

I have been married to my husband for a year now.  Although he knows about my past he has never experienced a melt down.  Lately, I have been struggling with cycling. I don't know if it's stress or...

When I first joined I was in a bad way. I was rapid cycling and anxious.  I am still doing those things but I am also laughing and feeling the strength to get up each morning.  I take comfort in...

Go on say it.  I know that's what your thinking. It's me right. It's ALWAYS me, right.  Every one else has a reason or an excuse but me. No, I'm supposed to be perfect.  I am not supposed to want...

Dear Lord,Today I am lost in the darkness.  I know you have not abandon me for it is I that has wandered from you.  I try to listen for your voice in the darkness to guide me to where you are but I...

I have lived this lie before.  The one where you swear you love me then when I need you most you say you can't live this way.  My heart is numb from the pain.  I need to know but at the same time...

My sister, my kindred soul, my friend,  I have thought so much about what we have talked about.  You say you talk too much about you but that is not true.  We wear the same shoes and only the...

I awoke this morning with a sense of nothingness.  I am ambivalent.  I am afraid of ambivalence because it leaves me open to mood swings.  I don't know why I am this way.  It just seems if I...

I am so tired of this roller coaster that is my life.  As if the ups and downs aren't bad enough I also have to try and keep it on track.  It's sometimes way too hard to be me.  I wonder why I am...

Time has never been kind to me.  It seems like I am always chasing one thing or another. And it takes time.  The word someday should be stricken from all languages.  It is the word of the foolish,...

I have been married to my husband for a year now.  Although he knows about my past he has never experienced a melt down.  Lately, I have been struggling with cycling. I don't know if it's stress or...