sjanderson23

I have always been a very positive person, I am sure that is why I can keep some positivity now.  This is, without a doubt, the worst thing that has ever happened to me.  I find myself being very...

Darkness warshed over the Dude, dark as a black steers tukis on a moonless night.  There was no bottom.

I hate to think that things could be worse, but things could be worse?  I have not wanted to be positive for quite sometime.  I know exactly what it takes to make things right.  I am doing what I...

There was the car accident that caused many injuries, the M.S. took its toll on my strength also.  I think I am on the upswing of healing.  I hit the bottom, I have no where to go but up. 

I have lots of anxiety, I just turn it into energy to exercise.

Right now, I have anger and sadness.  I do not like this.  I have to accept that this is part of the human condition and be glad that I am alive.  So many bad things have happened to me lately. ...

I sure wish that my life would change soon. Something will happen.

I really hate getting dizzy with every move I make.  I did get the chance this morning to meet with the MS Society here in town.  They are two blocks from my house, but they are moving.  She was...

In the begining of June, I was in this gigantic car accident and when I was in the hospital I was diagnosed with MS from the results of an MRI.  So that was the very first exasperation.  That was...

I could think of a few things that could be worse, but thi is pretty bad.  I do try to stay positive through this whole mess, but it is not easy.  I believe in a will to live and a will to die. ...

Goodness, I was angry about my life before this happened, this makes things worse.  I know that I will find some happiness someday, just not yet.  It is not like me to be angry.  I have always...

This is my second entry.  I do not have much to report.  I wonder what limitations I am going to have?  I want to think that if the mind is willing, the body will follow.  I have so much work. ...

I must seem like a broken record, but I will say it again.  Exercise, exercise, exercise.  Exercise is helping me.  Even if it just when I take a tumble and bruise, it heals quicker.

To be cool

I know that this is the hardest thing in the world to do right now, but exercise, exercise, exercise.  I am strengthening muscle groups that have not shut down.  I can't stress it enough.  I have...