10.7.10

I have always been a very positive person, I am sure that is why I can keep some positivity now.  This is, without a doubt, the worst thing that has ever happened to me.  I find myself being very angry lately.  I have had many outside forces against me in the past few years, I think that did really bad things to my immune system and that made this much worse.  I think that this would have come on in twenty years or so.  I need to get away from this situation and everything will be alright.  My mood should change soon.