AzyreBlue

My eldest son hates me. My youngest son is lukewarm. I feel I failed them both. Thoughts of jumping off a bridge, run over by a train. I keep existing for my middle son. Is it enough?

IS anyone ever on this site anymore?

I realize I've been gone for so long. I apologize for that. For myself things have been going pretty well. For my son Vampto, not so good. I'm not sure what the problem is: Depression, Suicidal...

So, my son is out looking for a job. And my youngest and I are in a new place. It isn't as big as I would like but still it is a roof over our heads. Hope all my friends are doing well. Sorry for not...

It is supposed to rain Thursday and Friday, then all week from Monday through Thursday. Fun fun for someone with Fibro or arthritis. I'm debatingDeliberatingOn whether I should even explainWhen the...

So much to do, not enough time today. Blah....

So, I finally got some images uploaded on here. Mind you, there is only one of me but I will try to get some others of me and post them soon. everyone have a great and safe Fourth of July. 

Well, today has been a really good day. The grandbaby has, for the most part, been in a very good mood and stayed out of things. Tomorrow she will be over at the other grandma's, so I get a rest. My...

I am a 52 yr old Bisexual female living in Indiana with my straight 20 year old son and my gay 14 year old son. I love you both so much. I am not sure what to write here so I will just type whatever...

It is supposed to rain Thursday and Friday, then all week from Monday through Thursday. Fun fun for someone with Fibro or arthritis. I'm debatingDeliberatingOn whether I should even explainWhen the...

So much to do, not enough time today. Blah....

So, I finally got some images uploaded on here. Mind you, there is only one of me but I will try to get some others of me and post them soon. everyone have a great and safe Fourth of July. 

Well, today has been a really good day. The grandbaby has, for the most part, been in a very good mood and stayed out of things. Tomorrow she will be over at the other grandma's, so I get a rest. My...

I am a 52 yr old Bisexual female living in Indiana with my straight 20 year old son and my gay 14 year old son. I love you both so much. I am not sure what to write here so I will just type whatever...

Well, son and I haven't been working in about 3 months. So we owe more than $1400 to rent alone. That doesn't count the utilities that are overdue now too. We are going to be evicted and have to move...