Just me

I am a 52 yr old Bisexual female living in Indiana with my straight 20 year old son and my gay 14 year old son. I love you both so much. I am not sure what to write here so I will just type whatever pops into my  head. 
 
The monitor blazed its snow white screen at her, beckoning her to go online once more. Would there be any new messages, would she have any contact at all? She felt an empty tug at her heart, that old familiar feeling creeping up to take hold of her heart like a hungry snake and swallow it whole. She frowned and pushed the feeling back down, deep down inside herself once more. Where it would stay and rot and ferment as it had done for so many months. 
With renewed hope she stared at the display screen. One new message in her messages box. She clicked the left mouse button and opened it......