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Status: Still missing you, my sweet baby but looking for the beauty that God makes of these ashes!
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Ugh, I have this friend who is pregnant and she keeps coming to me to complain about her pregnancy. She has extremely mild GD - no need for insulin, completely controlled by diet. She had it last...
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I am spending another lazy Saturday, sipping coffee, crocheting, and hanging out with my wonderful husband. Again, I find myself gazing out our living room windows and I have made a wonderful...
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Today I reached a wonderful milestone - I fit into my pre-pregnancy jeans. They are a bit snug, but I'm in! I know that seams like a rather shallow milestone considering all that has happened but...
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My Sweet Isaiah,Today is supposed to be your due date. I am so sad that instead of eagerly anticipating your arrival, I am still treading in the ocean of grief from your loss. I want you to know...
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Why are you so downcast O my soul?" The Psalms struck a chord with me again today. I am having a hard day. I am not sure what specifically triggered my "funk," but I feel a bit like Eore and I...
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I posted this on my blog today:I survived my first week of work, and thankfully it was much better than I thought - save a few stupid comments. (A word to the wise: don't say, "Are you sure there...
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Yesterday was my first day back to work and honestly, I was terrified, sad, overwhelmed and a whole heap of other emotions. Though I am glad that life moves forward despite loss and pain, there is a...
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I wrote the following last Saturday:Early Thursday morning (very, very early thanks to the red-eye flight), Matt and I returned home from an amazing week away in Wine Country, CA. Matt and I love to...
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Has it really already been a month since I held sweet Isaiah in my arms? In some ways it feels like it was just yeserday and in others in feels like eons ago. Though my body still bears some physical...
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My amazing husband penned these words for the memorial service we held for our sweet Isaiah on February 7th, 2010. I am so thankful for his ability to capture our story with such honesty. While I...
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Ugh, I have this friend who is pregnant and she keeps coming to me to complain about her pregnancy. She has extremely mild GD - no need for insulin, completely controlled by diet. She had it last...
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I am spending another lazy Saturday, sipping coffee, crocheting, and hanging out with my wonderful husband. Again, I find myself gazing out our living room windows and I have made a wonderful...
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Today I reached a wonderful milestone - I fit into my pre-pregnancy jeans. They are a bit snug, but I'm in! I know that seams like a rather shallow milestone considering all that has happened but...
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My Sweet Isaiah,Today is supposed to be your due date. I am so sad that instead of eagerly anticipating your arrival, I am still treading in the ocean of grief from your loss. I want you to know...
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Why are you so downcast O my soul?" The Psalms struck a chord with me again today. I am having a hard day. I am not sure what specifically triggered my "funk," but I feel a bit like Eore and I...
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