darkerthan
Status: DS says they can't afford a chat service. Go to the bottom, hit Help, then Contact Us and tell them we NEED chat! Thanks!
Mood:
Ok
Offline
-
for me to remember that the higher i fly, the harder i fall. when you're manic, you don't want to entertain the thought of being depressed again; thinking about it will (or might) make you depressed,...
-
today i decided to sleep through my alarm. then 10 min later i got called in to work (substitute teacher). thats good, cuz it made me get up. i was all ready to waste another day and hate myself for...
-
did NOT wake up at my alarm today. lucky for me my buddy came over this morning to watch the hbo magic v larry docu otherwise i'd still be sleeping. so got sleep but still drowsy when woke up, 5 hr...
-
how did it go? ok. got a couple things done. right now i'm in that not depressed but not happy middle ground that i absolutely hate. i'd rather be miserable. no, not really. shit gotta get some...
-
keep making journal entries i guess. did ok today, sorta. gotta wake up tomorrow and git r' done.
-
i will wake up tomorrow morning at my alarm and get shit done early. did ok today. didn't read at all after dinner, sat back and kinda rewarded myself for a decent day. basically just for getting up....
-
got up today because i needed to be somewhere before 8am - just to drop off a sheet of paper. did it and came back home and did not go right back to bed so that's good. what's not good is that i have...
-
wake up tomorrow...shit it's almost 3am, spent way too much time here. gotta tough it out tomorrow even though i'll be tired. fuck i'm nervous about getting shit done or even staying awake...i'll...
-
is there any progress? still have not been getting up early, stopped working out this last week and a half, have not gotten diet organized and executed.it's 3pm and i just woke up, had set alarm for...
-
of this manic cycle - day 3 of being on this site, which i really like so far. did a few things yesterday that i've been meaning to do for a very long time - just mailing a couple things at post...
-
i'm on this site now because i realized it's impossible for me to bring myself out of this rut alone. I need the support or help of other people, and there is no one in my life I can talk to. I'm...
-
for me to remember that the higher i fly, the harder i fall. when you're manic, you don't want to entertain the thought of being depressed again; thinking about it will (or might) make you depressed,...
-
today i decided to sleep through my alarm. then 10 min later i got called in to work (substitute teacher). thats good, cuz it made me get up. i was all ready to waste another day and hate myself for...
-
did NOT wake up at my alarm today. lucky for me my buddy came over this morning to watch the hbo magic v larry docu otherwise i'd still be sleeping. so got sleep but still drowsy when woke up, 5 hr...
-
how did it go? ok. got a couple things done. right now i'm in that not depressed but not happy middle ground that i absolutely hate. i'd rather be miserable. no, not really. shit gotta get some...
dd