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- my dad and mom don't understand why i cut. my dad just yells at me telling me that i need to just stop. he doesn't understand how hard it is to just stop. how can i just explain it too them?
- ugh my mom punished me for 1 1/2 hours yesterday because she thought i stole a fucking glue stick from my sister. i found it though. in her ROOM! and she thinks i planted it their so she made me go sit in my room and do nothing for 1/2 HOURS! who...
- god im such a freak. i like pain i fucked up my life. and i yell at my parents for nothing. i even cut because i like the pain. why can;t i jut be nirmal. im a freak and i know. and you know what, i think id rather be dead than be living like a...
- how do i convince my parent s that they stress me out constantly. because they do. they never seem to listen to me. and when ever I get in an argument they yell at me saying to stop yelling. Hippacrits. god they stress me so much. im pretty sure the...
- overdosed on advil. mom found out. says im going to be hospitalized becuase it can cause liver failure. im scared and don't know what to do.
- so over the weekend i went skiing. i was perfectly happy then all of a sudden I just broke out in tears and crashed. i was just laying their crying for 30 minutes when the ski patrol brought me back to the resort. I was still crying then. I don't...
- lately i've been extremely happy and stress free. and yet i still get the urge to cut. i think i just like pain. im pretty sure im going insane. plus people keep saying i look depressed even though im perfectly happy. what is wrong with me?
- I'VE FUCKED UP. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I'M NOT EVEN SURE IF I'M JUST PISSED AT MY SELF OR SEVERELY DEPRESSED ANYMORE. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO FUCKING DO. PLEASE HELP ME BEFORE I DO SOME REAL DAMAGE. I'm JUST SO SCARED. SCARED OF MYSELF. please please...
- i can't handle all of this stuff happening in my life. my girlfriend just told me shes schizophrenic and cuts and burns. i cn't handle this. especially not from my girlfriend. im only 13. what do i do/ she even gets suicidal thoughts. i can't think...
- so yesterday I got a girlfriend. I'm extremely happy and now I'm pretty sure the bad times are over.so for all of you who think it will never get better. think again. because my life got better so yours can too, all you have to do is believe in...
- the day has finally come. the day things get better. I haven't cut in a week. I've found myself a girlfriend and i haven't been so lonely now. it feels great. I just wanted t put this out to show people that things do get better.
- well I just went to my psychiatrist and you know what happened? he said he was disappointed in me. that cutting is a type of suicide and that I'm heading towards residential treatment. he also said that i should be put on some anti-psychotic drug...
- so today I didn't cut but i had a talk with my school counselor and she said that some girls saw the cuts on my ankle and were worried about me. so she asked me if I've been cutting and I denied her. I told her it was my cat, but she said I could...
- so this won't be long but i didn't cut today and my previous posts will explain the rest.
- well now that my parents know about me cutting I'm even more stressed out. I don't know what to tell them, or why I did it. especially since they were the ones who stressed me out so much that i started cutting. should I just spill the beans or...