Wrote a Letter
Last night, I was inspired to write a letter to the person that I have felt nothing but hatred for in the past 2 years or so...
I reread it and after I finished, I thought she could never see this. She wouldn't understand because I'm not the only one that has written something like this to her. She seemed to not comprehend where the other person was coming from or maybe she was just in complete denial because she doesn't want to face the person that everyone perceives her to be.
I still have this letter, 3 pages, and I tucked it neatly in an envelope. I don't know if I should burn it, tear it up, bury it...I don't know. But I feel like if I don't get rid of it, I can't get some sort of closure and move on with my life.
Maybe I should give it a little time before I do get rid of it. It will symbolize getting rid of the hatred I carry in my heart. Fire is supposed to purify things, so maybe I should burn it. I'll ask my boyfriend or my best friend to be there with me. I need someone to witness it as a reminder that I'm letting go...finally.
I'm grateful for this website. It's really helping because I'm not hiding this anymore. Others can see my anger and pain. Maybe it will help them too.
--SilentMaid
I reread it and after I finished, I thought she could never see this. She wouldn't understand because I'm not the only one that has written something like this to her. She seemed to not comprehend where the other person was coming from or maybe she was just in complete denial because she doesn't want to face the person that everyone perceives her to be.
I still have this letter, 3 pages, and I tucked it neatly in an envelope. I don't know if I should burn it, tear it up, bury it...I don't know. But I feel like if I don't get rid of it, I can't get some sort of closure and move on with my life.
Maybe I should give it a little time before I do get rid of it. It will symbolize getting rid of the hatred I carry in my heart. Fire is supposed to purify things, so maybe I should burn it. I'll ask my boyfriend or my best friend to be there with me. I need someone to witness it as a reminder that I'm letting go...finally.
I'm grateful for this website. It's really helping because I'm not hiding this anymore. Others can see my anger and pain. Maybe it will help them too.
--SilentMaid
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