why does everything have to be so hard
How do I keep going? Everything is such a struggle and all I want to do is cry and curl up in a corner. I have no one and I feel like I am going to throw up all day long. There is no work focus..all I can do is sit here in a state of panic and wonder what the hell I am going to do. Trying to find a used stackable washer/dryer. I cannot afford to keep paying 3 dollars a load for coin op. I am so filled with hate and anger with every struggle because it did not have to be this way and I know I am broken and am getting everything I deserve in this life but I am so tired.