wedding is off

the wedding is off.
i asked to postpone it.
things need to change.
i can not have this wedding going in to it with uneasy/unsure feelings.
perhaps it may just be postponed. perhaps it will never happen. 
i just know it cant happen now. not with all these emotions/feelings going on.
i am very confused.
i'm not broadcasting this to the world.

Replies

ann54
ann54

oh steph, i am so sorry. if i may ask, what has happened to cause these feelings? how are you doing emotionally, eating? does carlos agree with this? in this time of stress, take it one minute at a time if needed and know i am always here for you. message me if you want. hugsssss
tuxedomck
tuxedomck

thanks ann.
i need a lot of support.
eating sucks- i finally felt hungry today a little.
i\'ve been drinking more....alcohol.
and i have cut...

but i\'ll get through this. its okay.