waking up crying

i was dreaming that he and i were talking, and we got on to the subject of a woman that he had met while he was in LA over the weekend. i think that i kept asking questions about her and he kept answering, and the emotions kept building up. first he told me that they had hung out together. then he told me that they were drinking. he told me that they did a few shots together. then i remember asking if he had kissed her. he said that they had kissed for quite a long time.
i was yelling and screaming that he had cheated, that he had betrayed me, that this was not ok. i was so hurt. i called my cousin and tried to tell him what had happened. he suggested that we go hang out at the pier with a couple of slices of pizza (there is additional meaning here, because i'm gluten intolerant, but also miss pizza). i was in the midst of screaming at my boyfriend that we were over, that what he had done was wrong, and talking to my cousin. i woke up just as i was asking him to please come get me. i was actually speaking those words as i awoke.
i was so upset. i knew it was a dream, but i didn't feel like i could let it go. i got up out of bed and found my boyfriend on his computer on the couch. i grabbed him and was sobbing. i told him about my dream and he listened, and he reassured me that he didn't recall even talking to any women while he was away. i told him that i knew it was selfish, but that i never wanted to share him with anybody.
i don't think i've ever had a dream make me cry before. i think i need to go for a long, reflective walk today.